DeadlyMidnight

Tr-la-la-la-la. Spring is in the air, and I am the flower. With nothing interesting to say.



nothing at all.

I Pixar

Holy Christ, its true.  I have a nervous laugh.
Its like...when I'm in a really awkward situation or I get really nervous, I start laughing.  I'm pretty certain people think I'm crazy.
My earliest memory of this was when I was about 10 or 11 and my friend Erin had this pomeranian named Serena.  One night we were video gaming and Serena started like...dying.  The whole way to the vet, I was laughing silently. I felt like SHIT!!! I was like "WTF MAN!! Why am I laughing! STOP!" But I couldnt.
Then about 6 months ago Orlando was really upset.  He told me his cousin was in jail for something. When he told me why, I started laughing really fucking hard. Oh my god, he got so mad at me until I explained to him what it was. He was like "A nervous WHAT?" and I just told him.  I had my mom to back me up on this because as luck would have it, I inherited this lovely trait from my dad and grandma.
Then my most recent adventure with this shit was 2 months ago when over the phone, my mom told me she was diagnosed with breast cancer. I fucking BUSTED OUT LAUGHING.  That got her laughing too cause she said "omg you're just like your father.  You can't handle awkward-ness"
Still...
I'm just explaining this little tid-bit about myself so that next time I'm in an awkward situation or I get really nervous and start laughing, please don't think I'm a dick.


Uhm. As far as my art goes, I'm really trying on that. I just don't have enough time or privacy to do anything.  No time to think, y'know?
But one of my friends is being nice enough to get me a new tablet for my birthday YAY! So yeah. I was lucky enough to be able to watch one of my favorite artists draw livestream last week holy shit I was so happy.  That just got me so inspired to do better than I've been doing.
But yeah I have sooooo many ideas and changes and BAAAAAAH! So happy.

But YEAH! I live in New York now...I don't like it, I miss my friends.  I mean...its nice and everything, but...I'm so lonely *tear*
So hopefully I'll get to come down for my 21st birthday

Alright diggity dawgs. Later

Stupid title...

Anyway. Hi.

Uhm...so. I'm moving...to New York.
Yeah. I kinda don't want to, but I'm going to. Its only temp. anyway. I just don't know how long.  But I know I'll be comming back ro visit Florida all the time. My besties live here and so wil my BF's mom an brother.

I'm moving May 14th. *crysobsnort*

I really don't know what else to say on the subject.  Except that when I told my friend the name of the town I was moving to he laughed. Its called Pleasant Valley. I think. He laughed and said "But you're the most un-pleasant person I know!!! Hahaha"
*cry*

Oh well...

anywho...


ART BLOCK FROM HELL.


Hmm...

I really really have nothing else to say.



PEACE

Ahha hi.

I changed my avatar FINALLY. The original art was done by I luvs her much. . I got really tired how I didnt have a cool avatar so I made this one out of the commish she made for me.  Its Aisha > u < Yaaaay

So anyway. Hi.

Lauren needs money so Lauren is looking for another job.  My job sucks. I'm not making any money and I need a new car. Mine is dying. AND my boyfriend, my best friend and her boyfriend are looking for a place together and I needs more cashola.

And I'm kind of pissy.  I ordered a gift for my other bestest bud for her birthday and the transaction never went though.  So now I have to GO OUT and flippin FIND a gift for her.  But don't get me wrong I love her and want to do this....its just the gift I found online was super cool and....ARRRRGGGGHHH.

ehh...guess it can't be helped.  WHATEV.

I'm out.  Later peeps.

Okay.  Wow. So....I just did a search on here.  I searched "Tattoos" and my photo of my tattoos came up #2 in most popular photos of tattoos on this site.  Now I know its only second but honestly, nothing of mine has ever been close to being most popular ever.  I probably searched wrong and am wrong but still...I do realy want to thank everyone who comments and faves it.  I know I'll never be as popular as alot of other artists on here but this makes me so happy to know that you guys like it.

At first I was really self-concious when I got the tattoos because alot of people were always staring at my back.  Since then people have always asked me to read it and always say something along the lines of "thats so awesome" afterwards.

I look foward to getting more tats in the future and posting pictures on here.

I just really wanted to thank you guys for all the comments and faves.


MUCH LOVE TO YA!!